Some things are just so sad

Hmmmm..Yesteraday wento visit zara granpa...so sad to see old people sick...He look different and mood is down for the last time i saw him in hospital...Then wen to St Teresa church and den saw Zara grandma...wow to think i've known the family for coming 4 years....that long..longer than my longest relationship...heard someone whistle e other day and it sounded like my ex's dad..miss tokking to him...was telling Zara and she said ya she noticed it too...when u get to close to someone n their family u cant help but miss people but sometimes its best to just keep quite n not say anything....

I guess since yesterday i realise life is short...and no point hating people although I'll nvr stop hating 2 of my exs realise they both have jaw problem and wen for operation...and cheated me....think people with jaw problem are big hypocrites...no point going for operation waste money..still loook ugly..y i wen with them bcos i was blinded by their lies..lucky i dun go for looks..only god knows....they will always be on my hate list...